My life is like a rollercoaster, there has been a lot of ups and downs, but currently things have been progressively getting worse. Starting ten years ago in desert hot springs, my biological father walked out on me and my mom, keep in mind that i was only five years old at the time. He left us for a woman who is currently my stepmother. Ever since that day i've been miserable, and nothing can make it better, but it seems everything can make it worse.
I was born at Eisenhower hospital in Rancho Mirage california. for the first 5 years of my life i had a stable home, there was no fighting and arguing between my parents, never had to move place to place, i was actually happy, then one thing ruined my whole childhood. My dad cheated on my mom with who is now my stepmother, the sad part about it is that he lied to me about it, he told me and my two younger sisters that she was his ¨boss¨ and that he was giving her a ride home. we believed him, then i found out that he was cheating on my mom, ever since that day i haven't had a stable home, always moving place to place, house to house. Around a year later my mom met a guy who was our step dad for seven years, she introduced me to him when i was eight years old, three years later they got married. We lived with him in his house for three years, then we moved as a family to thousand palms. Then around a month ago they got a divorce, this is leading into my life now.
Currently i am a fifteen year old boy, i live in Thousand palms california. My life has been hard, harder than most kids, i've been beaten by my dad, always moving around, i'm on probation, and my dad doesn't support us. I’ve held all the anger, pain, and sorrow over the fifteen years of my life inside, i might seem bright and happy on the outside but on the inside im dying. I live my life in constant misery, not just because of my dad but because of multiple things, being called an outcast, not a normal kid, ugly, stupid, and just mean things in general. The only way i let out my pain is by helping others when they need it, because no one really helped me so why make others feel the same way as i did. I never had anyone to help me when i needed it, i needed my dad but he was never there for me. The only reason i am who i am is because i never had my dad around, if he was around me i would’ve been a totally different person, and not in a good way either. If he was around i probably wouldn't enjoy giving others advice, and i really enjoy helping others.
What i want to do in my future is be a marriage counselor, it might seem weird but honestly i give really good advice to couples who have problems with their relationship. That's the job i would want to have more than anything else in the future, even if i'm not married i can still help people who are married and have problems. If i am married i would like to have a son named christian and daughter named crystal, i would be a great father to my kids, something my dad never did for me and my sisters. I plan for a successful future and a even more successful career.
If my dad hadn't left us i would be a totally different person and because of it im happy to be who i am.
I was born at Eisenhower hospital in Rancho Mirage california. for the first 5 years of my life i had a stable home, there was no fighting and arguing between my parents, never had to move place to place, i was actually happy, then one thing ruined my whole childhood. My dad cheated on my mom with who is now my stepmother, the sad part about it is that he lied to me about it, he told me and my two younger sisters that she was his ¨boss¨ and that he was giving her a ride home. we believed him, then i found out that he was cheating on my mom, ever since that day i haven't had a stable home, always moving place to place, house to house. Around a year later my mom met a guy who was our step dad for seven years, she introduced me to him when i was eight years old, three years later they got married. We lived with him in his house for three years, then we moved as a family to thousand palms. Then around a month ago they got a divorce, this is leading into my life now.
Currently i am a fifteen year old boy, i live in Thousand palms california. My life has been hard, harder than most kids, i've been beaten by my dad, always moving around, i'm on probation, and my dad doesn't support us. I’ve held all the anger, pain, and sorrow over the fifteen years of my life inside, i might seem bright and happy on the outside but on the inside im dying. I live my life in constant misery, not just because of my dad but because of multiple things, being called an outcast, not a normal kid, ugly, stupid, and just mean things in general. The only way i let out my pain is by helping others when they need it, because no one really helped me so why make others feel the same way as i did. I never had anyone to help me when i needed it, i needed my dad but he was never there for me. The only reason i am who i am is because i never had my dad around, if he was around me i would’ve been a totally different person, and not in a good way either. If he was around i probably wouldn't enjoy giving others advice, and i really enjoy helping others.
What i want to do in my future is be a marriage counselor, it might seem weird but honestly i give really good advice to couples who have problems with their relationship. That's the job i would want to have more than anything else in the future, even if i'm not married i can still help people who are married and have problems. If i am married i would like to have a son named christian and daughter named crystal, i would be a great father to my kids, something my dad never did for me and my sisters. I plan for a successful future and a even more successful career.
If my dad hadn't left us i would be a totally different person and because of it im happy to be who i am.